Thursday, August 6, 2009

Just a restless girl, on a restless night.

I'm beginning to think that I am restless with life right now. Usually, I hate and despise change. I would even say that I go out of my way to avoid it. But lately, I have been seeking out change...looking for deliberate things in my life that I can shake up just to see what happens.

This past week I have considered another new haircut, brown highlights, dyeing my hair black, changing the spelling of my name, colored contacts, wearing only mascara, wearing heels everyday, changing jobs, and switching majors...again.

Now, I realize those are all very small changes to some people, but for me, the change-hater, these are life altering decisions.

I'm not sure why I have the sudden urge to change everything in my life that I possibly can right now. I think part of it is because I have decided to be who I want to be without worrying if I offend certain people.

So hopefully, I can get some of this restlessness out of my system before too long...or it is going to be a long semester.

1 comment:

  1. just wanted to say a little hi! stumbled across your blog from Amanda over at 20 Times a Lady.. looking forward to reading some more!


kmb: wild at heart.