Saturday, April 18, 2009

I hate days like this.

I hate days where you wake up and think, when did everything change? I hate change. Hate it. Usually in the end, it is for the best but I will wait as long as possible to accept it. Sometimes being away is the hardest thing for me. But I know that this internship is a great experience and I can't let what I am missing out on get me down. And I can't let one person affect how I feel and what I do with my life. Sure, its hard. Really hard. But people change and things fall apart. Friendships change. You lose some. You gain some. Its hard when someone that you thought you knew so well (maybe more than you knew yourself) turns out to be the complete opposite. People become who they want to become. Sure, everyone makes mistakes and they do things they regret but ultimately everyone knows what they are doing. If they are rude, they meant it. If they blow you off, they meant it. If they don't call, they don't want to talk to you. People know what they are doing. I just have to try to accept it.

1 comment:

  1. Cheer up :) I know it is hard, but you are right, it is usually for the best. Sometimes we don't know why things happen, but they do...You never know what will happen later on. Maybe this person is out of your life for only a brief time? Just sayin' don't know what will happen...I am pretty sure I am rambling and have no clue what I am saying lol. I love you..good night! lol


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